Tuesday, 24 February 2009

yet another day.....

Now I start my day… with so many thoughts that haunt the morning zeal to achieve.. and then I stagger… lose my smile and sit in despair.. for what and why… I know and I cant admit it… around three months back, I used to be quite happy… cause I had nothing to lose… now…I guess insecurity courtesy bad experience has made my life worse…I feel like running away… but where? And from whom? I have no answer cause it’s a mystery, it is solitude that I avoid and at the same time I love solitude…nobody can understand it but me….

Its nice talking to myself… maybe cause the response is what I had desired…no unpleasant answers and no one to shout at me….


N now m happy… will jot that down soon before I shut this word doc, I need to post this… trust me, now my blog becomes my diary….

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