There have been umpteen instances when you try to see the macroscopic view about things that matter to you. Yet, we remain the same as we have been from ages ago. Perceiving things the way we want to, beleiving things as per our wishes, everything for that matter remains subject to our own conveniences and inconveniences as a matter of fact been the constant cause of all our woes. Still, we stare at the sky, try to seek some help from the supernatural, poke him (when we arent really sure whether its him or her) with our questions and when we do not find answers, we blame our destiny.
Am I really one of them? This idea really sucks to the core... I dont like the idea when I start becoming judgemental... oops... but yeah... such is life... analyst that I am!!
I guess when the expectations we set for people we are close to, (yeah right! when they have the least idea that they are the ones to be put on test, and supposedly, which happens almost forever), that they fail to deliver what WE WANTED , is then we find this life so badly screwed up!
Phew!! Human psychology I swear!! Really complicated...a constant supply and demand of the so perceived emotions, with little influx of ideas....and splendid reactions, we all grin at what we do at the end of the day. And if you dont, trust me, you better call yourself an incarnation of an *** in the human body...Yeah right!! This is not being sarcastic or judgemental about anybody, its a review of your ownlife.... And then you smile and say.... BLOODY AQUARIANS.... you have all the time to think... well, who happen to be the great thinkers?? Hmm??? Of course homo sapiens...Is it not worth behaving like one when you are born like one?
My heart rejoices for all the good that is there.. be it in animate or inanimate form... be it the nature or the purity of a soul... The pleasure that one derives from the abstract of what we essentially infer as pure is actually blissful... How good it feels when we do something different as in...dancing not to the beats but random movements... that is breaking all ties and getting freedom... cause as children, we are told to perform certain tasks as the world demands....as in.... letting your thoughts flow random and start penning them down.. no connectivity within the chain of thaoughts... you realise you sharpen your self and connect to a different world... the feeling is beautiful...as in...doing something.. dunno.... what... but yes,,.... again.... time.... darlin... is the key factor...no time now... would connect again wid myself soon...
Please do not comment... it is a weblog for myself and not a parameter for you to start judging me!! Sigh....
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