Solace...

I am at peace with myself. I seek solace in my own presence. The world seems to be very chaotic. I have had enough of suffernings for demanding things from the supreme that have not been mine. I feel being blessed today by the divine hand of mother nature. You may call it as God, Godess, Allah, Mary, Kali or any form. For me, it has been the motivartion to push myself harder against all odds and to let people know that a strong believer in God is never a loser. Today, I do not feel the way I did a couple of months back. Whom do I please? My kids? So that they could hold their heads high and say my mom has indeed been a source of inspiration? Or di I need to please my family? Who is it that needs to be sufficed?

I got the answer... it is within me.... the hunger to be appreciated...the starving for making a name....and today, it is over. It does not mean that I would sit back at home and lie quietly, submitting myself to the never ending challenges. But now is the war within me....very cruel and painful. It would make me overcome any misha, leave a stubborn pain and at the same time expect me not to react!!!! Sounds silly, but maybe not today, ecery one has to experience the same!