Life.....

When I gaze back on the time passed by, I relish each moment spent with my loved ones. Things paced up in my life very soon! Early marriage, early career an equally early time for raising kids... time was pretty harsh! I never realised how soon things would be swept under my feet! With little to realise and more to accomplish, I pushed against all odds. Move on was the mantra then. A mad riot of episodes in life and phases that were grey, I never realised the true shades of life. Now things are bleak and shady. Maybe I have accepted them the way they were presented to me. I chose to be on the receiving end. The serenity is sometimes unbearable. It never allows an unspoken word to pave its way and yet that what has been discussed about is sublimed. A difficult phase, time does not allow you to synchronise or reconcile.

In all the walks, I realised the harsh fact of life. I never owned anybody, anything. What the universe gave me, took away willingly. No matter how much you want things to happen fast, its just the people who block them. Why are we so people dependent? A social animal? The concept is way far behind. Trust or mistrust can less be spoken and enlightened upon. What makes sense is the capacity to break free. One such attempt yet again!